My Bad

Talk about this week? Yeah, I got so many things to talk about. Crap or whatever, I just expressing my damn feeling and RELEASING STRESS wakakakkaka. ahahahahahahaha
This is my blog anyway, so who cares anyway??? Like a lot of them will going to read it anyway?

Just talk about last Saturday. It was the Idol promotion at Subang Carrefour for thier compilation album. I went there and meet up with Teng. In the same time I saw Ren Yi and Kak Lina(aryna) too. Apparently the idols were kindda late(Normal, malaysian wut), and when they arrived, they were sitting in A&W which many people wanted to stalk them. Farah saw me & wave at me, then she told other idols too. Wave back to them, then went to the area where they are going to perform, where I cheered for every of the idols. Most of them were somehow surprise, relief, normal to see me there. After that is the autograph session which somehow I managed to sneak into there, gave them to sign. Everyone was like, oh priest again, Hi priest, how are you. You notti priest, thanks for your support etc etc. After they left, went to Holiday Villa, smsed Kak Lina. She said she's in Holiday Villa but she's nowhere to found. LOL. Then before leaving saw Faizull, Ash & Daniel leaving and went to nearby 7-eleven bought water. Saw Adam, Azam, Farah & Xerra mamak in Taj. Went to say Hi to them. Talked to Farah before she left. Then Teng called me saying that Nita is in lobby talking to her and Ivy(duno who the heck is she). When they saw me, Nita was like telling them why she called me a "notti boy". She was like in her mood to tease me. I don't know what the feeling that occured deep within me, shy or angry or happy, I don't know. I'm a bit confuse here. Yeah, she always teased me everytime I met her. Talked to her about Carm and her performence. Yeah, she told me all the stuff la which I lazy to elaborate it. Then went back to Taj, saw Xerra and her friends then decice to lepak with them. After around 30 minutes, Gavin and 2 of his pals was like walking and he was like Isn't that Xerra, the red haired girl from Malaysian Idol. He was surprised, then I called him. After a few minutues talking then he left. Then 15 minutes later, Xerra went home and I went home as well. After I went home, I went online. I was thinking a lot of stuff, yeah most of it is about Nita. Talked to ellyse around 4 hours about "the problem". We were like crapping the whole 4 hours talking a lot of things. I really enjoyed talking to her. hehehehehehehe, but in my mind I was thinking hell too much of this matter. Really, it's painful and annyoing.

Sunday night, after the result show. Ash was booted out. Deciced to send sms to Nita thru Carm after taking advise from ellyse. Apparently I think that didn't work at all. Nita didn't reply to neither Carm nor my phone. Maybe all these things I'm just perasan or terasa or maybe the other way round. Yeah, who knows? Maybe God knows and she knows. And I know I can't get a sincere answer from her(Like she will happen to read this postings anyway). So who will give a damn about this piece of matter I am having now. None of them are going to make a big fuss about this anyway.

Monday morning, I am still thinking about this damn thing too. Apparently this had haunt my mind for the past 3 days. The more I keep thinking about it. The more my feeling are hurting badly. Sigh. What can I say and do. I can't even do anything about it besides thinking of it. It's not like I can confront her and tell her all these rubbish. LOL. On the next day, things are getting a lil better. Talked to my usual counseller which is one of my classmate(she's a year younger than me but she's more mature than me LOL LMAO) and my most trusted teacher. =)
They told me the same thing too. Don't think about it, stop thinking about it. In other words, don't be too desprete for her. LMAO. She's not worth for you to suffer and what so ever. Yeah, it's true. Like she's part of my life? LOL after that day, I am starting to get myself busy to avoid to think about the "problem" again. yeah, I should just leave her alone. Shouldn't think too much... wakakakkakakakka. Leave the matter as it was before. LOL like anyone will happen to read this entry only

Now am trying to collect infomation on building my own CPU and arranging the genting trip.
Pentium 4, 3gb, Hyper-Threading
Intel 945G Chipset
512mb DDR2 533mhz
Casing, 3 fans and 400watt power supply
80gb, 7200rpm hard disk
and should I get 128bit GeForce 6600GT card???

This is my longest entry XDXDXDXDX

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