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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Merdeka!!


August 31? Well it's Malaysia's independence day. This year is the 48th year of Malaysia's independence. So, during merdeka eve. Went to SS15 lepak. lol... nothing to do anyway. During 12am, saw fireworks around Sunway area. So beautiful lol.
Went home, tidur. The next day? lol, nothing. Went to finish my addmaths project. Then, went shopping in Summit. Went home. Doing nothing. lol

shit, 1 more month before the big test
*dies*

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Spectacular 5

Spectacular 5 - Rock

Farah - You Oughta Know(Alanis Morisette)
Adam - Ada apa denganmu(Peterpan)
Nita - Bring Me To Life(Evanescene)
Daniel - In The Shadow(The Ramus)
Ash - With Or Without You(U2)
Faizull - Don't Cry(Guns And Roses)

Nita was at her worst, she said the monitor had some error, she couldn't get the tone correct...curse those dammit electronics...
Predicted Bottom 3
Adam, Nita, Faizull

type VOTE NITA and send to 33722

Save the girls!!



Jeff & I ^^



Farah & I



Nita & I



Arneiza & I

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Yeah, It's me

Yeah, it's me.
I'm a sensative human. Which apparently most of the humans have this feeling.
I'm sensative of what?
Why bother to ask?
I have nothing to say about it, weather you like it or not.
Yeah, I'm a sensative person, I could not forget about some things easily..
T_T T_T
suddenly feel like posting about it
I'm lost. I'm losing my real self.
Who am I?
What defines me?

ps- to Carm, i read ur blog. U don't have to be guilty about that, anyway this shows that one fan's position in her heart LOL wakakakakakakkakakakakakakakak.....
:P

*Listening to Aslyn - That's when I love you*
Dedicating this song to some of those people there that they know I love them always ^_^

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what


=)

and this song Untitled
to you know who u r

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

OUT

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Holiday

What did I done during holidays?
NOTHING
I AM SO DAMN BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

booooooooooooooooooooo
byebye

what the worst thing i can say, things are better if i stay,
so long and good night
so long and good nite


Any diffrences?

btw, Asilah in case u're reading this
I MISS YOU
=)

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Spectacular 4

Spectacular 4 - Tribude To Local Songwriter

Nita - Hati Ini Telah Dilukai(Kris Dayanti-Ajai)
Daniel - Kini Bebas(Anuar Zain & Camelia-Azlan Abu Hassan)
Ash - Mustika(M.Nazir)
Adam - Seribu Impian(Casey-Aubwey suwito)
Faizull - Mengapai Sinarmu (Spring-Isa)
Farah - Aku Hanya Pendatang(Francessca Peters-Habsah Hassan)
Xerra - Ku Mohon(Sheila Majid-Mac Chew)

btw, the audience were dead...only me, trish , lailai and a guy shouted!!!...
damn...the judge were very offensive to Xerra..she's sick u noe that??
faizull screwed up...
nita was great :)



Nita & I made a pose, kinda cool? :P

Friday, August 19, 2005

Now

Now? I am feeling nothing, tired
Yeah, somehow lost the feeling of everything. I had lost 30% intrest on the forum as well as the show. It dosen't bring back the feeling that I had during last season. Last season was more chun that dis year...Maybe the contestant kot...I'm not sure. I am sick of the forum. As I told some of them, some of the forummer are immature, childish, irrasional etc name it and u have it. General Discussion was better than them. Bored, everytime bashing happen...man -_-!...
no fun
after the grand finale, saying byebye to forum and MI
gonna study hard

btw
I like this songggg...so nice
Eason Chan - Still OK (Yet Chai Wan Hou)

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Today

man... Kindda tired.... As usual
had PJ...played volleyball and end up both of my hands blue black LOL
add maths project, moral project... ish....somehow gotta finish the things...
as the time pass..... bored... nvm forget about it...

then afternoon is the last meeting for uniform bodies...just the usual meeting...nothing fun...and went up and talked with one of the teacher LOL wakakaka
talked about all sorts of things..emm...talked till 40minutes?? :P
then followed her to volleyball court....jadi linesman pula... takpe takpe...
i dun care at all......
currently i'm feeling kindda strange and weird now....
i cant even be clear of my feelings....
I thinking that I just wanna be myself...I dun give a damn about how people look at me...
I m myself, KokHou or priest(wtv u call me)...
I have my own attitude, my own style... i wont choose to be a good or a bad person..
just let me be...i will consider ur comments as well.....
people judge me so what...like i will care at all....-_-!!
judge me all u can, cause u seem to forgeting who u r... wakakakakakak
i'm so confuse and lost T_T

HELP ME SOMEONE!!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

sigh

lol talk about today...
These few days..there is some psyco who likes to address him/herself as SaintXXX,
i think the fella is ruin all the chruch, priest/priestress reputation -_-!
likes to swear and talk rubbish....wakakakakaka anyway don't talk bout dis psyco

today is my EST presentation via powerpoint...
i noe the whole thing was a mess -_-!
although my voice was freaking loud..
but my teacher said - the lecturer will kutuk u if u read it...
try to make the presentation simple and u should talk and elaborate the points...
sigh...but it's ok...and my diction a bit sux and i read wrong words -_-!
lol but overall it is ok..no worries... :)

after recess, our bm teacher isn't around. so "the teacher" came and relief our class.."the teacher" is a trainee teacher aka student.... she's kindda nice and sweet...not cute la -_-!!lol..as i known she will be teaching in my school for 3 months...until end of our school...haha...so many guys kacau her...lol..and not to mention her face is kindda pretty too.wakakakaka.......but too bad she is not teaching me english...another teacher...yeah..a trainee teacher again...same badge with "the teacher" and same age too wakakakakaka..i think i ganggu mereka like mad..wakakakakak...too bad i annoyed one of the teacher :P wakakakakakka
which i don't care wakakakakaka.....

holidays starts next week...
what to do??
lol...

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Spectacular 3

It R&B pop week

The song list
Faizull - Jangan Lafaskan (KRU)
Ash - Ain't Too Proud to Beg (Temptations)
Adam - Semua Untukmu (Anuar Zain)
Farah - Don't Let Go (EnVogue)
Ejay - All Around the World (Lisa Stansfield)
Daniel - Obsession (Frankie J)
Nita - Snow On the Sahara (Anggun)
Xerra - Ain't Nobody (Chaka Khan)

The best - Farah, Faizull, Adam, Xerra
The OK - Nita, Ash, Ejay,
The worst - Daniel

prediction - Nita(not again :( :( :( ), Ejay, Xerra ( based on last week's result)
actually daniel's vocal not suitable wif the theme...



ejay, ash & nita



Me, Kenny, Orchid & Farah



Me & Ash



OMG? LOL her expression :P



Anuar Zain

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Hazee

hahahaha haze haze..going to dunia kiamat soon if this get worst
btw yesterday saw ice rain in subang jaya? any1 else saw it??
LOL the whole subang is like sudah selepas perang...trees sudah runtuh....wakakakka
ilogic if the trees had been runtuh by ice rain??
wakakakakkakakaa

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Phone? Work?



Samsung E730



Nokia 7610



Sony Ericson T750i

which of those?
btw I am using Samsung E700A where the LCD of the ribbon sudah rosak



so sleepy and yet there are many things to do.
Moral, EST, Add Maths project
Homeworks
Banners :P

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Spectacular 2

theme colour week
Daniel - Somewhere Over The Rainbow(Judy Garland)
Nita - Tenda Biru(Dessy Ratnasari)
Farah - Colors of the Wind(Vanessa William)
Azam - Sekuntum Mawar Merah(Alleycats)
Ash: Lady in Red(Chris DeBurgh)
Xerra - Brown Eyes(Destiny Child)
Adam - Pelangi Petang(Sudirman)
Ejay - Black Eye Boy(Texas)
Faizull - Peronda Jaket Biru(Wings)

The best - farah, ejay, xerra
OK - ash, azam, faizull, daniel
Bad - nita :( , adam

My prediction
nita(nooo), adam and azam will be in bottom 3 :( :( :( based on thier performence


Jee & I :D :D



Farah & I



Dayang & I



Sarah(VJ) & I


p.s - Call 13722 using ur housephone or type VOTE NITA and send to 33722

N Idol is really screw up real bad

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Computer broke down

Thats great. My 5 year old computer had finally fall sick. I was wondering weather I could get a new one within a reasonable price. For your infomation, I consulted a friend of mine and he said it only cost around Rm1.6k for a good and lasting CPU. I don't know what to do now. No money, very miskin now. :( sigh....